“Autumn Birds” – John Clare

The wild duck startles like a sudden thought,
And heron slow as if it might be caught.
The flopping crows on weary wings go by
And grey beard jackdaws noising as they fly.
The crowds of starnels whizz and hurry by,
And darken like a clod the evening sky.
The larks like thunder rise and suthy round,
Then drop and nestle in the stubble ground.
The wild swan hurries hight and noises loud
With white neck peering to the evening clowd.
The weary rooks to distant woods are gone.
With lengths of tail the magpie winnows on
To neighbouring tree, and leaves the distant crow
While small birds nestle in the edge below.

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Il germano reale è colto di sorpresa, come un pensiero improvviso,
E l’airone lento come se fosse catturato.
I corvi, dimenandosi con ali esauste, passano,
E le taccole dalla barba grigia rumoreggiano mentre volano.
Le folle di storni sfrecciano e si affrettano,
E scuriscono come una zolla il cielo della sera.
Le allodole come un tuono si sollevano e girano a sud,
Poi calano e nidificano nel terreno di stoppie.
Il cigno selvatico si muove in alto e forte frastuona,
Con il suo collo bianco che fa capolino tra le nuvole della sera.
I corvi stanchi sono andati in boschi lontani.
Con lunghezze di coda la gazza ladra continua a mondare
Verso gli alberi vicini, e lascia il corvo lontano
Mentre piccoli uccelli nidificano sul crinale sottostante.

Keep it wild and simple,

AnaKWildness

“Such Singing in the Wild Branches” – Mary Oliver

It was spring
and I finally heard him
among the first leaves––
then I saw him clutching the limb

in an island of shade
with his red-brown feathers
all trim and neat for the new year.
First, I stood still

and thought of nothing.
Then I began to listen.
Then I was filled with gladness––
and that’s when it happened,

when I seemed to float,
to be, myself, a wing or a tree––
and I began to understand
what the bird was saying,

and the sands in the glass
stopped
for a pure white moment
while gravity sprinkled upward

like rain, rising,
and in fact
it became difficult to tell just what it was that was singing––
it was the thrush for sure, but it seemed

not a single thrush, but himself, and all his brothers,
and also the trees around them,
as well as the gliding, long-tailed clouds
in the perfect blue sky–––all of them

were singing.
And, of course, so it seemed,
so was I.
Such soft and solemn and perfect music doesn’t last

For more than a few moments.
It’s one of those magical places wise people
like to talk about.
One of the things they say about it, that is true,

is that, once you’ve been there,
you’re there forever.
Listen, everyone has a chance.
Is it spring, is it morning?

Are there trees near you,
and does your own soul need comforting?
Quick, then––open the door and fly on your heavy feet; the song
may already be drifting away.

Mary Oliver

Happy First Spring Day

Keep it wild and simple

AnaKWildness

Red Robin

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Time stopped. For an endless second.

I felt watched. He watched me.

I watched him, and he at me. 

Curious.

Fearless.

I held my breath and stopped.

He kept watching.

The most beautiful moment.

And then gone.

Keep it wild and simple

AnaKWildness

From “Staying Alive” – Mary Oliver

And you must not, ever, give anyone else the responsibility for your life.

I don’t mean it’s easy or assured; there are the stubborn stumps of shame, grief that remains unsolvable after all the years, a bag of stones that goes with one wherever one goes and however the hour may call for dancing and for light feet. But there is, also, the summoning world, the admirable energies of the world, better than anger, better than bitterness and, because more interesting, more alleviating. And there is the thing that one does, the needle one piles, the work, and within that work a chance to take thoughts that are hot and formless and to place them slowly and with meticulous effort into some shapely heat-retaining form, even as the gods, or nature, or the soundless wheels of time have made forms all across the soft, curved universe – that is to say, having chosen to claim my life, I have made for myself, out of work and love, a handsome life.

from “Staying Alive”, in Upstream, 2016, pp. 12-22.

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I think that all revolves around what we decide to do with our own precious life. I don’t much believe in good luck or bad luck. I think you can at least try to give your life the shape you want. Those who are prey for the coincidences, those who give up without even trying, those who keep going on, and on, and on, dragging their old bones as if they were a burden… Is this life? Is this how life was supposed to be? Or is it just a form of compassion that they are looking for? Why don’t they take their life in their hands, they grab it and squeeze it till it bleeds out. Something good can happen. And anything can happen in any direction. It’s chancy out there, as Annie Dillard used to say. It’s damn chancy and you gotta take a chance. You gotta try. Life is not miserable in itself. People make it miserable. I ain’t saying everything is always perfect. Most of the times it isn’t perfect at all. It’s nibbled away. It’s cracked. It just doesn’t make sense, no matter how hard we try to give it a shape, to give it a direction, if not the right one.

And yet, those who keep fighting, those who have understood what they want, those who are burning with desire and dreams. Those will make something out of their life. I still don’t know what, and I’m actually scared to find out. But I want to live.

Keep it wild and simple

AnaKWildness

“This Morning” – Mary Oliver

This morning the redbirds’ eggs
have hatched and already the chicks
are chirping for food. They don’t
know where it’s coming from, they
just keep shouting, “More! More!”
As to anything else, they haven’t
had a single thought. Their eyes
haven’t yet opened, they know nothing
about the sky that’s waiting. Or
the thousands, the millions of trees.
They don’t even Know they have wings.

And just like that, like a simple
neighborhood event, a miracle is
taking place.

“This Morning”, by Mary Oliver

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Keep it wild and simple.

AnaKWildness

From “Upstream” – Mary Oliver

I walked, all one spring day, upstream, sometimes in the midst of the ripples, sometimes along the shore. My company were violets, Dutchman’s-breeches, spring beauties, trilliums, bloodroot, ferns rising so curled one could feel the upward push of the delicate hairs upon their bodies. My parents were downstream, not far away, then farther away because I was walking the wrong way, upstream instead of downstream. Finally I was advertised on the hotline of help, and yet there I was, slopping along happily in the stream’s coolness. So maybe I was the right way after all. If this was lost, let us all be lost always. The beech leaves were just slipping their copper coats; pale green and quivering they arrived into the year. My heart opened, and opened again. The water pushed against my effort, then its glassy permission to step ahead touched my ankles. The sense of going toward the source.

I do not think that I ever, in fact, returned home.

from Mary Oliver. “Upstream”, in Upstream, New York: Penguin Press, 2016. pp. 4-5.

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Heading upstream, despite anything else.

Keep it wild and simple.

AnaKWildness

Shine, Perishing Republic – Robinson Jeffers

First of all, dear readers, my apologies for my ups and downs. Sometimes I write, other times I really do not have time. I don’t have even time to sleep, let alone to sit down and consciously think about something profound and thoughtful to write. Because I don’t want to fill in the net with lots of bullshit. I leave this job for someone else. Anyway, tonight I’ve found a bit of time to share a poet with you. His name is Robinson Jeffers and I think that he is a supreme genius. Firstly, something about his biography and his life.

He was born in 1887 in Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania. During his childhood he studies classical languages and the Bible, as his father was a Presbyterian minister. The Jeffers family frequently traveled to Europe, and Robinson attended boarding schools in Germany and Switzerland. In 1902, Jeffers enrolled in Western University of Pennsylvania and then he moved to California. At the Presbyterian Occidental Collegeh he studied literature, medicine, and forestry. In 1906 he met a fellow graduate student, Una Call Kuster. The two fell in love, though at the time Una was married. They married in 1913 and moved to Carmel, on California’s coast. Jeffers and his wife lived in Carmel for the rest of their lives, building the stone “Tor House” and “Hawk Tower“, both of which figure prominently in his work. It was at the beginning of his time in Carmel that Jeffers turned exclusively to writing poetry. His first volume of poems, Flagons and Apples, was published in 1912, but it was the 1924 publication of Tamar and Other Poems that brought him attention, for his narrative poems and the use of the blank verse.

Nature not only serves as a backdrop for Jeffers’s verse; animals and natural objects are frequently compared to man, with man shown to be the inferior. “There is not one memorable person,” Jeffers wrote in Contrast, there is not one mind to stand with the trees, one life with the mountains.” Jeffers preferred nature to man because he felt that the human race was too introverted, that it failed to recognize the significance of other creatures and things in the universe.  Jeffers termed his philosophy “inhumanism,” which he explained was “a shifting of emphasis from man to not man; the rejection of human solipsism and recognition of the transhuman magnificence…. It offers a reasonable detachment as a rule of conduct, instead of love, hate, and envy.” Humanity had been spurned by an uncaring God, Jeffers believed, so each individual should rid himself of emotion and embrace an indifferent, nonhuman god. To develop his philosophy of inhumanism, Jeffers drew on his extensive reading in philosophy, religion, mythology, and science. Critics have connected Jeffers’s ideas to those of Schopenhauer, Nietzsche, Lucretius, and cyclical historians such as Giambattista Vico, Oswald Spengler, and Flinders Petrie.

In 1932 he was on the cover of Time, and in 1946 his version of the Greek drama Medea played on Broadway. But popular opinion began to turn against Jeffers when a full formulation of his doctrine seemed to calmly foresee the extinction of the human race. Some of his political views, including references in his work to Pearl Harbor, Hitler, Stalin, and Roosevelt, were also uneasily received in the period after World War II. His collection, The Double Axe (1948), included a publisher’s warning on the potentially “unpatriotic” poems inside.  In recent years, Robinson Jeffers has regained his central place in the burgeoning field of eco-poetics. His uncompromising work celebrates the enduring beauty of sea, sky and stone and the freedom and ferocity of wild animals, and strives to create a vision of world in which human experience is productively questioned, qualified, and even decentered.

As you can imagine, I really like Jeffers because of his philosophy of inhumanism, but also because his poems are really so full of rage. Sometimes resignation, but mostly rage because of men’s supposed superiority and confirmed ignorance. I’d like to share with you some of Jeffers’s poems, hoping you’ll find them enlightening.

Shine, Perishing Republic

While this America settles in the mould of its vulgarity, heavily thickening
to empire
And protest, only a bubble in the molten mass, pops and sighs out, and the
mass hardens,
I sadly smiling remember that the flower fades to make fruit, the fruit rots
to make earth.
Out of the mother; and through the spring exultances, ripeness and deca-
dence; and home to the mother.

You making haste haste on decay: not blameworthy; life is good, be it stub-
bornly long or suddenly
A mortal splendor: meteors are not needed less than mountains:
shine, perishing republic.
But for my children, I would have them keep their distance from the thick-
ening center; corruption
Never has been compulsory, when the cities lie at the monster’s feet there
are left the mountains.
And boys, be in nothing so moderate as in love of man, a clever servant,
insufferable master.
There is the trap that catches noblest spirits, that caught–they say–
God, when he walked on earth.

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Keep it wild and simple. Keep it wilder and simpler.

AnaKWildness

Upstream – Mary Oliver

“In the beginning I was so young and such a stranger to myself I hardly existed. I had to go out into the world and see it and hear it and react to it, before I knew at all who I was, what I was, what I wanted to be.”

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I think that growing up means entering the world, means going out of your shell.

Think of a seed. To grow and become a tree it needs to go out of its skin.

Think of a bird. To fly away it needs to fly out of the nest.

Think of a chick, cracking the shell of its egg with such energy.

Think of you, willing to leave everything behind, blooming, flourishing, simply going out in the world and BEING.

Keep it wild and simple.

AnaKWildness

“Don’t Worry” – Mary Oliver

Things take the time they take. Don’t
worry.
How many roads did Saint Augustine follow
before he became Saint Augustine?

“Don’t Worry” by Mary Oliver, in Felicity.

Ci vuole il tempo che ci vuole. Non / preoccuparti. / Quante strade ha seguito Sant’Agostino / prima di diventare Sant’Agostino?

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And I guess we all have to follow many roads, and yet our own roads, to find ourselves. Full and rounded. Like apples. So just follow the road you think it’s better for you. Don’t let them steal your dream. Look at the aim. Be confident. Believe in you. Believe in your future. Believe that something will happen. It’s all in your hands.

Gotta believe.

And don’t stop. RUN and FIGHT.

Keep it wild and simple.

AnaKWildness

 

“Both Worlds” – Mary Oliver

Forever busy, it seems,
with words,
finally
I put the pen down

and crumple
most of the sheets
and leave one or two,
sometimes a few,

for the next morning.
Day after day —
year after year —
it has gone on this way,

I rise from the chair,
I put on my jacket
and leave the house
for that other world —

the first one,
the holy one —
where the trees say
nothing the toad says

nothing the dirt
says nothing and yet
what has always happened
keeps happening:

the trees flourish,
the toad leaps,
and out of the silent dirt
the blood-red roses rise.

“Both Worlds” by Mary Oliver, in Red Robin, Boston: Beacon Press. 2008: 51-52.

Sempre indaffarata, sembra, / con parole, / finalmente / poso la penna

e accartoccio / quasi tutti i fogli / e ne lascio uno o due, / a volte alcuni,

per la mattina seguente. / Giorno dopo giorno– / anno dopo anno — / si va all’osso così,

Mi alzo dalla sedia, / mi metto la giacca / e lascio la casa / per quell’altro mondo–

il primo / il sacro– / dove gli alberi non dicono / nulla il rospo non dice

nulla la terra non / dice nulla ed eppure / quello che è sempre successo / continua a succedere:

gli alberi prosperano, / il rospo salta, / e dalla terra muta / le rose rosso sangue si alzano.

(attempted translation by AnaKWildness)

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There are days when you just need a bit of poetry, a hot tea. And hope.

Keep it wild and simple.

AnaKWildness

p.s. I’d like to thank all my readers! You are getting higher and higher and I am very proud and happy that Essential Facts of Life is rising! Thanks thanks thanks, wherever you come from, whatever the reasons you are here: thanks.

 

“San Martino” – Giosuè Carducci

La nebbia a gl’irti colli
piovigginando sale,
e sotto il maestrale
urla e biancheggia il mar;

ma per le vie del borgo
dal ribollir de’ tini
va l’aspro odor dei vini
l’anime a rallegrar.

Gira su’ ceppi accesi
lo spiedo scoppiettando
sta il cacciator fischiando
su l’uscio a rimirar

tra le rossastre nubi
stormi d’uccelli neri,
com’esuli pensieri,
nel vespero migrar.

“San Martino” – Giosuè Carducci

The perfect autumn poem.

The mist to the bare hills / as thin rain soars / and under the northwest wind / the sea howls and churns;

Yet through the hamlet’s alleys / from the fermenting barrels /  the pungent scent of wines spreads / to cheer a soul up.

On burning logs turns / the spit crackling; / there stands the hunter whistling / on the doorstep to gaze

In the reddening clouds / at flocks of black birds, / like exiled thoughts / as in the dusk they flee.

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Keep it wild and simple.

AnaKWildness

“Soldati” – Giuseppe Ungaretti

Bosco di Courton luglio 1918

Si sta come
d’autunno
sugli alberi
le foglie

Giuseppe Ungaretti – “Soldati” (1918), da Allegria di naufragi (1919)

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Here we are / in fall / from trees / like leaves. (transl. by AnaKWildness)

 

After all, life is waiting for something, for anything to happen.

And please, do not forget that today is September, 11th. Don’t forget. I won’t.

Keep it wild and simple. Keep holding on.

AnaKWildness